I speak to you man battling your demons, to you having spent so many years studying your theologies, believing in a particular god set up in accord with your conditioning. Can you not see how this reinforces your sense of division? Can you not see how your battle continues smashing into a world you project from your particular condition?
The questions arise: Is it possible to transcend all beliefs in mind-projected deities? Is it possible to simply be nothing? Is it possible to see through this mirage of self? Is it possible to simply be, without this striving to be someone or something in particular?